Tonight

Tonight I am angry.

I’m angry you aren’t here.

I’m angry at a lot of people, a lot of ‘what if’s’, and a lot of situations.

I am angry.

It’s been 47 days…WHAT? How has it been that long – it feels like yesterday.

I’m unsure if it gets easier. Truthfully, I’m not sure if I want it to… but at the same time, I do.

I miss you. With my entire heart.